Alive Or Dead

Cover of Hellraiser

I read on someone's Blog about being alive.  The meaning of this story goes, Just because you are breathing...it doesn't mean you are alive.  To be alive we must first be awake to the darkness within ourselves.  In the last few nights I have been sleeping very well.  I have also been having some fantastic lucid dreams, and a few undecipherable visions.  No, I do not take any drugs at all.  I am totally against drugs of any kind, other than what I take for headaches etc. 

I've always felt that life is just a shallow charade.  It is full of bad illusions of many kinds.  There are many that do hate us, as individuals.  But we must remain strong willed and minded, in order that we can weather the storm.  Dark music can help relieve the boredom, that we constantly face everyday and night.  We must keep ourselves from going under the waves of life.  We must learn to breath, without the acceptance of the worldly social air. 

To be enlightened in darkness.  The true light of deep black nothingness.  Something always stirs behind the illusory mirror of white.  Dreaming of foxes and lucidity in the midnight landscapes.  Our dark lives move towards a silent within-scape.  Subversive energies travel towards our hidden black chakras.  Then the true Magician can win over his/her enemies.  The stage has been set for a drama of many spheres.  Balls of light shine bright in the darkest recesses of our spirituality.  Then we can see other dimensions.  The lost worlds of timelessness. 

Here endeth the first lesson.